Diets

Okay, so it has been a long time since I have written but things got busy. And I have been getting fat. I don't know what is wrong with me. My eating is so out of control. I feel fat and unomfortable which should make me want to stop eating, but instead it just makes me depressed and want to eat more. I think I need to come up with a better plan to help me lose weight, or better yet, to change my life style. I don't want to diet, that never works for me. I just need a lifestyle overhaul. I need to get back to exercising and doing other things that I enjoy. Being this fat is for the birds.

Still trying to figure out who I am

This blog is not indentended to be public. I don't know how to do a private blog or I would do that. There will be no pictures, no personal information that would reveal my identity, other than my name--and that doesn't have my married name anyway. This is just for me to figure out my thoughts, analyze my fears, to set my goals and see how I can achieve them. I will be honest in it, brutally so, but not public. This is just for me. Tomorrow I will write more.